silly.sometimes i think im being really silly. when my com just started just now, i was staring at my desktop wallpaper. then tears started to well up in my eyes. i also dont know why. i was thinking that in that picture, everyone in the class looked so happy together. then i thought of cheering comp, our actual performance. then felt really touched.
i also dont know why sometimes i make a mountain out of a molehill, especially with you. im sorry. but i just cant help it. i have no idea why. maybe its just that i am too in touch with my emotions. =X
now im sec4 le. dont really feel like im sec4 ; or as if there's any difference at all. i just feel the same. maybe the pressure hasnt started to mount yet. perhaps in a few months it will.
i dont like the impression that a lot of people have of me -which is that im big-mouthed. sigh. suan le. secondary school life is almost over. i shall not waste my time in trying to change their impressions of me. thats why i feel the first impression is very important. ive talked about the first impression ALOT of times le, so i shall not bore you all with it again =P
sec1 orientation was... GREAT! haha. well, there were mistakes committed, but thankfully everything was dealt with in the end. heh heh. i guess im not such a bad OIC after all! =P the funny thing is, alot of sec ones took my email from me. but none added me. who knows what they doing with it. -_-
ah~ diagnostic tests ah. haven finish yet. but i think im going to fail all my sciences. >.<
i dont know if having a bf makes you drift apart from your friendsor if being busier means you have less time for your friendsbut one thing is for sure, is that i dont want to lose you guys.silly silly silly.
im thinking too much again >.<
