nervous yet again;ahhh. im nervous again. tommorow is oral le! omg so nervous. and this time, its going to be tommorow for sure, nothing can change it, not like my speech the last time.
im worried that i wont do well. if i dont, then i wont be able to continue to take hmt. argh. but i get nervous so easily, last time with SHEN already trembling le. now you ask me to talk to strangers?! i really hope i dont freak out tommorow. if i do, then
bye-bye liao.
today had some health talk aka sex talk. tell us about STDs and all. quite lame. but made me confirm my descicion once more that i will wait.i think when many people hear this, they will think im a prude or something, but sex is just something that i believe should be kept for your life partner, and not just someone whom you feel comfortable with.
speaking of this, i think people shouldnt give the wrong signals lar. if you dont like the girl, just treat her as your friend please. dont give her SO MANY wrong signals that she mistakens it. that wouldnt be nice right?
anyway, i was walking home today, passed by a void deck which sat several pupils of a neighbouring secondary school, XXX, then as i walked past, they all stared at me, dont know for what. then i just pretenf to ignore them, but im well aware of everything. then they said something about what "oi, govt high de, govt high de". please, this is plain RUDE okay? im just so fed up with these kind of people. they think they're so high up, when they're actually not.
everyone should have some kind of limits. you know your own limits. dont do anything that's beyond it.
ah. shant talk about it anymore. really nervous for tommorow. im the last one, even worse. >.<
good luck to me. tons of it.
