horror-mid-year exams coming le. haix. im really scared i'll score really bad. i havent really been studying real hard as compared to the others.
and i absolutely HATE and DETEST those people who always say that they'll score real bad, and end up getting really terrific results. yes, i am jealous. so? and your face after receiving your results then asking me for mine makes me want to bash you up.
this is not dedicated to anyone okay? im just stating it. argh. i do not want to fail! amaths i know i'll fail but i just hope it's not too bad. and i'll HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO pass my bio and my physics!
sometimes i really do wonder if i had made a wrong choice going to triple. an extra subject. what made me think in the first place that i could cope? well, it's not too bad now, but only results can prove the labour of my hard work, and see whether im really cut out for it or not.
now let me revise my targets.
english - A1 - i think its quite impossible now. my english is begining to suck. major.
hmt - B3 - please let me get a B3. or i'll be damn sad
amaths - i'm aiming for a pass? hopefully
emaths - A2 - i HAVE to
combined humans - A1 - i dont CARE if i have to MUG for the whole night. im getting an A for this.
full lit - ditto
bio - pass can?
physics - B4 - haix. mug mug mug
chem - A1 - or i'll be sad too.
if i get these grades, provided that i get, L1r5 is 8. haix. nvm. mid-year less than 10 i happy le. hahas.
i think i'll really have to work hard lor. if i wana excel. and i think i'm going to cry for mid-year. of course im hoping thats not cuz of my lousy results, but because my class rank is going to be WAY back. and it would be the first time man. im so damn sad even thinking about it now.
i dont want to cry. i really dont. but i dont feel like mugging too. im NOT a mugger. and i dont think i'll ever be. so what other alternatives are there?
i dont know. do you?
