ah. im tired.
and i think i cant take it anymore. everytime i see people studying so hard, i look at myself and i think. what the hell am i doing? it's like. okay. exams starting next week, but i havent even TOUCHED my books yet? and it's like, i dont know why i am not starting revision, and why MY CLASS people not revising! that's so weird.
cuz we are triple science, we're supposed to be the nerds and the muggers who study every single day, mug mug mug, ace all the tests.
but seriously, thats not true. i think I'M certainly lack of time. i dont know if other people in my class feel it, but i just feel that we dont have enough time. people have homework period to do homework and we dont, and whilst they can revise at home, we have to do homework.
i mean, i personally have no one to blame or accuse, for i was the one who chose to take triple, and i should have known how hard it was going to be. but i didnt expect this. you can call me selfish or what, but i'd rather them go home before us, then they do their homework at home. then wouldnt that be a much fairer option? but of course, SOME pupils will say that it's unfair for them to go back earlier than us.
i say, why not? they didnt choose triple, why should they be forced to stay back as late as us?
and regarding to the selfish point, yes, i dont wish for them to stay back in school to finish their homework for it would benefit them. yes, im selfish. so? you cant blame me for looking after my own interests. and some teachers even go into their classes during homework period to conduct lessons. now is that fair for us?
i knwo that nothing is fair in this world, and nothing would ever be fair. we triple students,chose to take an extra subject, and we must not say other people have it easier or whatever, for even if it's true, we can only ask ourselves why then did we choose triple?
my answer to that is this. I think that triple sounds nicer, and taking an extra subject would mean greater possibilities in the future. but as i said, thats what I personally think. im not saying only triple is good. ive never said that, and i never will.
all students in our school are given the same opportunities to do everything. so it's up to us HOW we do that thing. and us, being triple students, have the reponsibility of taking another subject. and, by getting into triple, it means that we ARE capable of doing that subject well.
so, to cut the story short, i MUST JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!
i cannot let myself lag behind. no matter whoever said i would fall very hard, i know.
but even if so, i will try my best to keep up. i shall not falter, nor shall i fail without a struggle.
[lady-gentleman]
THE GENTLE ROY XD
