hey. im back from lunch.
okay i shall continue. well that pervious post was about yesterday, and now this post is about today.
i woke up to the sounds of music blaring from the "carnival" downstairs. actually its bp TOWN day. such a.. nvm. hahas. our area is going to have lift upgrading! woohoo! lifts on every floor! hahas.
today i feel very sleepy. dont have the mood to do homework. but if i dont do, then i got no more time to do le right? so must get started on some. otherwise i'll be owing homework on the first day of school :P
but seriously, there's too much homework le la. walao. only "on leave" for one week nia. give su so much homework for what? it's not even like a holiday la, for goodness sake. holidays are meant to be relaxing.
anyway, just witnessed another episode of singaporean-ness this morning. at said town day, after announcing the first prize at the lucky draw, the rest of the people just simply went "oooh" disappointingly and just started to walk away, without even clapping for the one who won the first prize. it's simply so kiasu la. it's such a bad display of singaporean manners, and this appears like all of them just went there for the lucky draw and nothing else.
just bought CLEO. later going to read. bachelors addition. woah. hunks! hahas.
my self-confidence is dropping by the day. every time i look into the mirror, i feel like i want to hurl. especially when im in a bad mood. i feel like banging my head on a wall. kns. all those chio people good lor! haix. i only have myself to blame. i know huimin is going to say "dont look into the mirror lor". diao.
why cant i be chio? and tall? argh. some wishes can never be fulfilled. i hate myself sometimes.
SOMETIMES only arh. im not a psycho. yet. hahas.
