huimin.
i hate you.
why did you have to make me cry till like that?
you made me think of all the times we've spent together since primary school.
all the times ive made you angry and pissed off.
all the times you teased me and made me laugh.
all the times you saw me cry and pour my heart out to you.
and do you know my vision is so blurred now that i can hardly see my keyboard as im typing?
i know you know.
all the times youve cared for me, and ive let you down before.
all the times we played together and ive left you alone before.
i just realised ive let you down more than you have let me down.
youve always been my best fren even though we both never said.
but deep down, i know we both understand.
youve done more for me than ive ever done for you.
ive never been as a great fren as you have to me.
all the things you gave to me
ive never returned as much to you.
all the while youve been there for me
but most of the time i just dont know
i realised im really stupid
wo zhen de hen wang en fu yi
ni dui wo de hao
wo bu cen hui ying guo
ive taken you for granted
for everything youve ever given me
now i know im wrong
can you please forgive me?
i really dont know how to repay you
for your kindness, you love, and everything youve given me
but i guess i know you'll say
ive been as good a fren to you
but i know its not true
i know youve done all you could for me
and i... i dont know what to say
i dont know how to express what ive got to say, but i hope you understand
now i know how many times youve comforted me
how many times youve consoled me
how many times youve cheered me up
how many times youve encouraged me
although i may not seem to appreciate you last time
i was wrong
pls forgive me for all the things ive done wrong last time
all the things ive said that harmed you
you'll have to forgive me, cuz we both know there isnt a chance for me to do it all over again
ive been the same as always
you been the same too
you'll always be the same huimin to me
i hope i'll be the same yf to you too
although sometimes i know
others see us as somebody else
but only you know who i am
and i hope i know who you are
a little bit more than them
i hope i'll never forget you
youve been a really great fren to me
but now im tongue tied i duno wad to say
words just cant spill from me
i only hope that youve taken the time to read through all these words
i hope you understand me, i think i know you would
i dont want to lose you in my life
i hope you wont disappear
continue to be my best best fren
dont forget me too ok?
as youve said in ur post, i dont wish to repeat
blah blah blah cen jing yong you
wo zhi dao wo cen jing yong you ni
thats good enough for me
youll always be there in my life
a memory a promise a really great fren
i hope one day we can come together once again
and then, you know i'll cry
i know you would too
now you know how much i
hate need you?