ee yucks. he is such a disgusting freak asshole shameless person. ee yer!
im not naming names here, but omg. he is really so disgusting. go around telling people that he loves them. omg. do you have some problem with your eyesight? or have you mistaken me for someone else? IDIOT.
ok. dont let this stupid guy spoil my post. thanks to everyone who tagged me. i love it i love it i love it! wonderful! hahas.
today is a beeeeeaauuuutiful day! went to my dad's shop around noon with my mum. went to ntuc and found they were selling fbt shorts! so nice! $9.99. lame. why cant they just put $10? simple.
i was in a super high mood. at first went to take a M size navy blue shorts then went inside changing room. thought it was okay. then walked away cuz the saleslady was looking at me suspiciously. then after awhile went back again. this time take one S and one M to compare. found that S fits perfectly, but i like M better. bigger, you see. then went out, and took one more size S black back inside to see which colour is nicer. i think the saleslady must think i am some sort of lunatic. zooming in and out of the changing room grabbing the fbt shorts so self-consciously. hahas. okay. i have decided to add this onto my birthday list. one pair of navy blue fbt shorts size M!!! hahas. i shall update my birthday list before i go for NACLI. hahas.
i know my legs dont look great. but i want it! next time if i wear it out somewhere with you all and you find it awful, just say: "hmmm. abit weird." can le. dont say very ugly please. dont make me throw it away and then regret it can? thank you. dont sink my self-confidence any lower too. hahas. XD
retail therapy really works arh. even though i didnt buy them, but just trying them on made me feel happy and satisfied. shiok arh! hahas.
many people now are very self-conscious about their looks. thats not, in any point, wrong, but being too self-conscious can mean you are putting yourself into much harm.
so many young girls or even women go on crash diets or gulp down slimming pills in an attempt to make themself look slimmer, prettier. some on the extreme, even become anorexic, or even worse, bulimic! for those who dont know, anorexia is not eating. bulimia, on the other hand, is eating everything ins ight, and then making yourself vomit. thats purely disgusting.
why? why is this problem occuring so frequently in our society now? perhaps its the many forms of media encouraging beautiful and slim girls as a kind of gauge. it causes many teenagers to yearn to look like those supermodels, and therefore resort to such horrifying and sometimes unbelievable ways of making themselves look thinner.
i must admit. i have looked up to them before, wished to have such a great body like them, but luckily i have been stopped before i could attempt any of these things. i remember there was once a time when i ate small amounts of food each day. that was wrong of me. very wrong. and i must agree i look much healthier now! right?
and of course, being slim doesnt mean you are pretty, but if you have a pretty face, it doesnt matter about your size! [true beauty lies in your heart] remember?
of course, being self-conscious of your weight is also important, as i have said. just the right amount of self-consciousness enables you to maintain a healthy lifestyle. the extremely obese are more exposed to many illnesses and health problems, but the extreme thin will fall sick easier as they have a weaker immune system. therefore, i am proud to say i am average! hahas.
indulging yourself with yummylicious food might seem to be a good idea to you at that moment, but you will soon realise that that extra slab of cake, or chocolate might result in you gaining half a kilo! you wouldnt want that, would you?
but on the other hand, i feel those who calculate every carbohydrate you ingest everyday is too extreme also. isnt it a laden chore, having to calculate how much of each you eat each day?
therefore, we must understand, eating is a joy, but gorging is a sin.
i comfort myself and control my eating habits by telling myself i have to maintain my weight in order to fit into more pretty clothes, and if i want to remain a size S for most women clothing, i really DO have to exercise self-control on what i eat. but as ive said, self-control. you have to control. dont eat too much, or too less. it will really result in harmful effects in the long run. im sure all of us want to live a healthy lifestyle!
exercise is a very good way of shredding those extra fats! as a "dancer" i rid fats or, excess carbohydrates by removing them from my body as sweat [urea] before they can get proccessed into permanant fats by my body. a regular exercis regime is also good. as i have said, im trying to grow taller this holiday, and so far, my exercise routine consists of 100 skips on the skipping rope, 10 minutes constantly on the hula-hoop, 25 crunches and/or 50 sit-ups. but sad to say, i have not managed to do this daily. but hopefully, i can increase my number or sit-ups back to 150 consecutively, which has been my standard during june holidays, but decreased when i started school again.
thinking is brain food. eating is stomach food. one makes you cleverer, one makes you fatter. which will you favour?
