ok. composed now. decided to clean forget cleanly about that thing. dont want to care about stupid lying bastards. i now know what the feeling is to be lied to. i promise u wont lie to you all again. at least, not so much.
ok. these few days in school still normal. nothing much happened.
exams are coming. but i dont feel stress? why? im really afraid. will this affect my results? argh. why cant i get into the mood for studying? also, i discovered something. everyone has made notes of geography. but i dont have! OH NO! `insert liam face' /(0.0)/
i think. being a person, we should at least be true to ourselves. im not talking about the thing mentioned in the previous post by the way. i think that we should be clear what we WANT and what we DONT WANT. i seriously dont know what is the point of pretending to like something or agree with that person when you dont feel that way yourself. is it because you want to appease that person? or what? i dont understand. i would never do anything just wanting to make the person happy. now, im not saying that we have to be very stringent about what we say, but at least we dont have to 一针见血 because sometimes too harsh words will really hurt a person. of course, i believe we can change to make ourselves a better person. everyone should do that, actually. now i take time to actually reflect on myself when i sense that somebody is angry or pissed off at me. i would want to find out what did i do to make the person angry. but i would try to not say it again. i just feel that you have to be yourself. only then will you know who your true friends are. they are the ones whom you feel really comfortable with and can say whatever you like, and that person will understand. communication is very important in friends. just like couples.
im not saying im a PERFECT person or what, because im NOT. i also hope to achieve that with all my friends as well. then it would be a perfect world. i sure hope so.
good luck for upcoming EOY papers!
