i. got. sacked.
i very sad. really very sad. i cried. im sorry i did. i just dont know why. it was my moment of weakness i guess. i felt really disappointed. my heart dropped onto the floor. shuyi at first say got mine. i was so happy. then later she searched. and searched. and searched somemore. but still dont have mine.
what did i do wrong? and it was english somemore. what on EARTH did i do wrong? i didnt displease any teachers. i didnt break anymore school rules than any other counscillor. i didnt do anything wrong! mrs lim had 4 forms. but she only issued 3. guess who? yumei is for sure. the other two? nurul and shirin. can you believe it? what do they have that i dont? i dont know. i really dont know.
my two years of couns like that *poof* gone.
we were still talking about who would be what next year.
and now im not going to be a part of it.
im cant go to anymore couns meetings.
im cant participate in anymore outings.
no more couns camp for me.
no more couns night
no more my wonderful couns friends.
no more couns tee.
no more couns badge
no more power
no more status
no more. no more. no more.
i have nothing anymore. just because of this appointment letters, i lost everything that i loved.
other couns have done worse than me, but they still got theirs.
why? why must it happen to me? i really duno. can someone please tell me what i have done wrong? why must i lose my couns duty? i dont want. i really really dont want. i cant bear to leave the council. i dont want to leave the fun. dont want to miss everything.
all my efforts being overseen.
maybe doing things without getting recognition is not good.
look what it did for me.
