has been ages since i posted or even got online so i decided to start posting again.
school holidays was over so fast! time really flies. i still remember when i was a measly sec one entering this school. now im a sec two la. but still look like sec one de. hahas. 天生的。hahas.
i have been reading lots and lots of books nowadays. got so many new books coming out then i steal from the display shelf. hahaha. harry potter and the half-blood prince coming out on july 16!! i already ordered la.
duh.
but i still cant wait man.
haish. yesterday got scolded by vlee. so sad lor. he ask me a question. i dont know how to answer him, then i looked down at my maths textbook. then he said i was giving him attitude. what the heck? i didnt even do anything wrong. as usual, nobody cared when vlee made me stand up. they were still laughing at his jokes. very funny right? i felt so sad lor. not because vlee scolded me, but because it seemed like none of my friends even
care about me.
i really was so disappointed. nobody noticed i cried. well. who would? no one even cares.
but. whatever. i know i dont want you guys to know i feel sad or i cried but you can at least ask me how i felt? is that wrong? no. it would have made me a little happier. from now on. im not even going to bother. maybe if i just keep quiet it would become better and i would recover faster too. maybe thats just it. i just have to keep it all to myself. right?
and what happens if i cant control it anymore? then i would just explode. but no one again, will know. right? yes.
whatever. nothing i do or say will matter anymore. haish.
anyways. after that was bpian idol. syahir won! kind of surprising? good for him then. hahas.was quite fun lar. oh yeah. jian kai went on stage!! so cute! omg. so funny. hahas. but he cant sing. sad. but he so cute!
then we went to eat pizza hut. so nice. only for $5.95! then walk around. tried to trick wen jie of $8. sad lor. he never give. hahas. then went home le. haish.
derrick so cute! the superstar one. so cute!
going to find pics of him! tadas!
