haish. currently in depressed mood. just thought of something. why am i so lousy? i suck like hell. my maths is quite low to me. no offence. my physics? i even have to rely on the teacher to pass my paper. even though mr chiam says it's not, but i know that he is very lenient to me already. and my chinese? it sucks. i mean it. i only got 51. of course. my mum didnt scold me as i thought she would, because she has more important things to worry about now. i cant even do something well. nobody likes me again. i feel so down nowdays. but i feel i dont have anyone to share my secrets with anymore. nobody to understand my feelings anymore. i feel so alone, in this big big world. with me, only a shell of a person. am i a hypocrite? i dont know. maybe i am. i dont even dare to tell other people about my feelings now. am i really moving away from my friends? i dont want that to happen. i really dont want. i dont ever want to experience being friend-less again. because if i do share, im afraid they won care, wont even want to care.
有时候真希望有只翅膀，让我远走高飞，离开这痛苦的世界。
i feel so hopeless. losing my friends. losing my everything.
YIHFANG (:
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